"I am stronger than depression and braver than loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me".
-Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

Thursday, September 6, 2018

Hippie Kidney


I have known for several years now that my last transplant was not going to last as long as we were hoping for.  We started to look at another transplant work up almost two years ago.  Within those two years I modified three main things in my life that have SIGNIFICANTLY helped me to prolong starting dialysis and stay off of as much medication as possible.

I tend to lean a little bit more towards the "hippie" side of things.  Western medicine is the only reason I am alive and continue to be alive so that is always my first priority, but when there is a less westernized way of doing things I try to take that route as much as possible (for example, I love essential oils but I will not for a second think they can replace antibiotics).  Here are the three big changes I made in my life to try and prolong the life of my transplanted kidney as much as possible:

1) Osteopathy 
First and foremost I have to give a HUGE shout out to the amazing team at Goodwill Healing.  Getting weekly treatments to help keep fluid moving and stabilize my structure as much as possible is the main reason I have been able to stay off as much medication as I have.  When your kidneys start to fail they can't filter out the same amount of fluid they are supposed to so you start to retain it.  It's really annoying - it feels like you are slausing around.  Usually you get put on medication for this but I was able to stay off of it for a long time because of the osteos being able to keep it moving for me.  It's made all the difference.  

2) Medical Cannabis
I started using cannabis several months ago.  I use the CBD oil during the day to help with discomfort, any anxiety, as well as helping to stabilize blood pressure (high blood pressure is another lovely side effect from kidney failure).  The CBD oil is meant to return your body back to a balanced state without the high you get from the THC oil.  I save the THC oil for the evening to help me sleep.  Insomnia is another side effect from kidney failure - which is super fun when you are permanently exhausted all the time but can't sleep at night.  The THC oil has been a game changer in terms of allowing me to fall and stay asleep.  It's made me a much happier person to be around.  

3) Being a Little Selfish 
The last big change I made was always, always, always putting myself first.  Some people may disagree with me on this one but I did make the metal shift to always putting me and my health first.  I modified my work schedule to give me more downtime; I reevaluated some of the individuals I had in my life who were exhausting to be around; I made more time for the things that make me feel happy and healthy (horses, sleep, sunshine); I started saying no to things (this has been tough for me, especially when it's been things I WANT to do but know I don't have enough energy for); and I started taking people up on their offers to help me.  It's amazing the shift that can happen when you actually start putting yourself first.  I started to really not care what other people thought of me and this was SO LIBERATING.  I'm doing all of this for me, so it really truly does not matter what other people think.  It's become a much healthier way to live.

The only other thing I will say is nutrition does play a huge role.  I didn't include it because my appetite has been shit and I have just been eating whatever sounds appealing to make sure I am getting SOMETHING to eat.  Unfortunately, that has not been the typical green smoothie I would like to want to consume - it's been a little closer to ice Capps and junk, but nutrition does play a big role in this whole process.  

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